Heart Break

It hurts so much to loose something you love.
But it hurts so much more, to have to give her up.
I mean its easy to understand if you get broken up with, theres no choice in the matter for you, you must move on.
But when you let them go, you start to regret it, you miss what was there, you miss the intimacy and try to replace it with false intimacy.
where the only thing that should fill the gap is

God

I miss Nicola so much but its for the best that it ended, although that gives me little comfort when I'm alone and have no one around to talk to, it is truth, it is fact.
I miss her, i just want to keep typing that, but whats more important is that i begin to move on, i just have to trust in God, and see what happens, put my life utterly in his hands