Doesn't it hurt so much when you hear that people you know have been talking about you behind your back.
Doesn't it just cut really deep
Get past all the wondering about whether what they are saying is true.
Regardless it hurts.
I dont like it.
It made me second guess myself, and now im not sure if i do the things i do because theyr the right thing to do
Or if im self serving.
Lord i need you right now, i need to know your here, and i need to hear you
Please Lord come find me, please Lord Find me.
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1 comment:
Can't the "right thing" be the thing that makes you feel good?
Can we really keep doing 'stuff' that doesn't make us feel good/well/happy on some level?
I love my job as I like being of service to others, but I get a lot in return for all that is "given". If I didn't get something out of what I do, I don't think I could do what I do with the same love/joy/dedication/passion. I came to this realisation after 15 years of teaching - that I get a lot out of my job - last year when my Yr 13s left. I learnt a lot from them.
Don't be so hard on yourself.
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