This week

So ive decided to not post what i hope to be a world changing blog but just a blog of life.
The first day of the rest of my life...

The day after Xtend, i have no doubt in my mind my life has changed, not beyond recognition but significantly.
The high you get from Xtend has not yet worn off and i hope it never does, i want to simply keep raising the bar, again and again.
My christianity has taken a step in the right direction and now i feel refreshed in my Faith.
It all became about practical faith in the past few days, the nitty gritty, reading my bible and praying and worshiping god.
The stuff that he deserves and what will benefit us (although thats not the purpose) in the long run.
My biggest challenge recently has been trusting the entirety of my life into Gods hands.
Its easier said than done, because in our hearts we believe something so strongly the idea that it may not be what is intended for us, is inconcievable, just unimaginable
but those words inconcievable, and unimaginable... they describe God.

Thats what he is so there is no better entity to trust your frightening ideas in your life.
Its a rocky road the one we walk, but and the end you are far better conditioned than walking and easy path.

There have been some interesting things ive found when reading the bible this week (i read three chapters a day monday through saturday and five on sunday)
1 John 4: 7 - 21
This passage speaks of god being love "Whoever does not love does not know God because God is love"
It speaks of loving one another as Jesus loved us because if we love one another Jesus lives in us.
I combined this with 1 corinthians 13 it says " Love is not slef serving... (love) always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always persevers" God is all those things.

So God wants us to love, he wants that in our lives, but as he has described it.

More to come, to much to blog during an english lesson